you need to stop being so immaure, you think this hurts? you have no idea what that means! when you stop telling me, "you're a cunt" and thinking everything's going to work out okay because you have already appologised i'll help you again. hell, i tried to help you last night and i think i partially regret that already. you said it would take you a long time to trust me again when i hadn't done anything to you? you better count yourself fucking lucky honey.
i'm really looking forward to having ilya round tonight, i'm in desperate need of getting dressed up to go out for dinner and then having my best friend round (:
you know, i thought i'd jinxed half of this shit a while back, but i'm just going to let his happen and see where it goes. eeek, i feel all smiley <3